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Just when I feel like walking straight, I was thinking about turning back. Something had to be done. But where was I before that? Is that someone calling me? Why would I want to turn back? Am I missing something on my way?
A lot of things happened on my way to be someone better. Is that a challenge that I must overcome? I don't know, but I do care about all those things. I just want to keep up with that, but it feels as if my energy have been drained away. Among all those things that happened, one caught my attention straight ahead. Furthering my study to UWA. Just with quite tough IELTS exam, I can finally be there. Having an adventure of a lifetime. But what about other parts of me that will left here where I come from? Yes I do feel stuck in here, but what about others. My family and friends. I love them, so much I feel like I will let them go with my absence. Will my sister get married without me by her side? I would not know. Will my youngest sister score her exam without me being her guide? I would not know. Am I leaving for the best of everyone? Still, the answer would be same.
But I want to go and get that experience. Learn to be matured on my way to get acknowledge by people's around me. I don't really need others' acknowledgment, but to improve the life of my family and I, something should be done. And that something must be interesting. Huu.. I just need more time and effort to work hard on something that I longed for..
A lot of things happened on my way to be someone better. Is that a challenge that I must overcome? I don't know, but I do care about all those things. I just want to keep up with that, but it feels as if my energy have been drained away. Among all those things that happened, one caught my attention straight ahead. Furthering my study to UWA. Just with quite tough IELTS exam, I can finally be there. Having an adventure of a lifetime. But what about other parts of me that will left here where I come from? Yes I do feel stuck in here, but what about others. My family and friends. I love them, so much I feel like I will let them go with my absence. Will my sister get married without me by her side? I would not know. Will my youngest sister score her exam without me being her guide? I would not know. Am I leaving for the best of everyone? Still, the answer would be same.
But I want to go and get that experience. Learn to be matured on my way to get acknowledge by people's around me. I don't really need others' acknowledgment, but to improve the life of my family and I, something should be done. And that something must be interesting. Huu.. I just need more time and effort to work hard on something that I longed for..
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